My this blog is dedicated to those 3 girls I dated. Anamika, Priya and Urmi (changed names). I want to make it clear that I was never in a relationship. In all three cases, there was something between love and friendship or we can say one-sided attraction (definitely not love).
When I came to Bhopal in September 2011, I was a bit immature in love & relationship issues. All I wanted at that time was a suitable girlfriend and that quest continued until 29th September 2013. Somehow I wanted to rush into a relationship and then Anamika happened (October 2011). It is difficult to answer whether there was anything from her side or not. Anamika once asked me," why you like me?". I answered something, but true answer is, I wanted a girlfriend. Moving from one girl to another and back to the same girl was never difficult for me. Reasons are simple, I always focused one girl at one time, never lied to anyone. In short being an open book has its own advantages.
Priya was one of my close friends, the one girl I'm most comfortable with. When I proposed her, she was dating someone. So, she rejected my proposal without giving any reason. Things always remained a bit complex after that even though we remained as a good friends. Finally one day, I decided to end this by ending our good friendship and converting it to just friends. She took my decision to maintain a distance in a wrong way. I always feel that some part of her heart loved me. She is in a bit complex relationship with someone, in her own world.
Urmi, girl with beautiful eyes. When I was sure that Priya is dating someone, after 3 months I moved to Urmi. Urmi and Priya are close friends. I proposed her and she rejected. But things continued for some time, I was like stuck between a yes and a no. And one day I decided to jump out of the situation and I did it with a heavy heart. Now, she is in a serious relationship with someone.
You can find yourself in situations like these if you are immature. I was immature but now, with these experiences I'm not. This maturity brought many changes in my life and the the outcome of this I found two things happiness and peace of mind. It's been more than a year. Now, I know there is a destined time for some things in our life.
When I came to Bhopal in September 2011, I was a bit immature in love & relationship issues. All I wanted at that time was a suitable girlfriend and that quest continued until 29th September 2013. Somehow I wanted to rush into a relationship and then Anamika happened (October 2011). It is difficult to answer whether there was anything from her side or not. Anamika once asked me," why you like me?". I answered something, but true answer is, I wanted a girlfriend. Moving from one girl to another and back to the same girl was never difficult for me. Reasons are simple, I always focused one girl at one time, never lied to anyone. In short being an open book has its own advantages.
Priya was one of my close friends, the one girl I'm most comfortable with. When I proposed her, she was dating someone. So, she rejected my proposal without giving any reason. Things always remained a bit complex after that even though we remained as a good friends. Finally one day, I decided to end this by ending our good friendship and converting it to just friends. She took my decision to maintain a distance in a wrong way. I always feel that some part of her heart loved me. She is in a bit complex relationship with someone, in her own world.
Urmi, girl with beautiful eyes. When I was sure that Priya is dating someone, after 3 months I moved to Urmi. Urmi and Priya are close friends. I proposed her and she rejected. But things continued for some time, I was like stuck between a yes and a no. And one day I decided to jump out of the situation and I did it with a heavy heart. Now, she is in a serious relationship with someone.
You can find yourself in situations like these if you are immature. I was immature but now, with these experiences I'm not. This maturity brought many changes in my life and the the outcome of this I found two things happiness and peace of mind. It's been more than a year. Now, I know there is a destined time for some things in our life.
One-day everything will fall in one place and I will find the one made for me.
After 3 months from now, we all will barely see other. Busy in our own life. I want to preserve moments spend with them, happy or sad in my heart.
Girl, If anyone of you are reading this, I want this platform to thank all three girls to make my college life so happing.
"There was a spark between us girl, but in life everything happens for a reason. May you get the perfect one you desire of."
Ending this blog on an optimistic note with Javed Akhtar's Poem-
दिलों में तुम अपनी बेताबियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
नज़र में ख़्वाबों की बिजलियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
हवा के झोंकों के जैसे आजाद रहना सीखो
तुम एक दरिया के जैसे लहरों में बहना सीखो
हर एक लम्हे से तुम मिलो खोले अपनी बाहें
हर एक पल इक नया समां देखें यह निगाहें
जो अपनी आँखों में हैरानियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
दिलों में तुम अपनी बेताबियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
Girl, If anyone of you are reading this, I want this platform to thank all three girls to make my college life so happing.
"There was a spark between us girl, but in life everything happens for a reason. May you get the perfect one you desire of."
Ending this blog on an optimistic note with Javed Akhtar's Poem-
दिलों में तुम अपनी बेताबियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
नज़र में ख़्वाबों की बिजलियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
हवा के झोंकों के जैसे आजाद रहना सीखो
तुम एक दरिया के जैसे लहरों में बहना सीखो
हर एक लम्हे से तुम मिलो खोले अपनी बाहें
हर एक पल इक नया समां देखें यह निगाहें
जो अपनी आँखों में हैरानियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
दिलों में तुम अपनी बेताबियाँ लेके चल रहे हो
तोह जिंदा हो तुम
